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Blogged with Flock
Blogged with Flock
Looking into my perpetually empty pigeon hole after lunch today gave me a pleasant surprise. It seems that it is not so perpetually empty after all. I have a letter!
From the envelope and the handwriting, I recognized the sender's warmth and childlike playfulness harbored within the envelope. I smiled to myself. I see, she refuse to wait for me to return home. She is impatient. I guess it's all my fault that I left our friendship floating in the empty sea. But I did left an address. I guess that's how the letter reach my pigeon hole.
Reading the letter made me smile even more. She hasn't change, still the same as before. Clueless and innocent. She lamented that I did not send her any letter and that I only communicate to her through the Internet. The reason she prefer writing letters instead of emailing or IM-ing is that she is lazy and its inconvenient for her to go online. I don't know what to say. That's the exact reason for me not to write letters.
With the letter, she attached a badge of which she called it a pin-tag. With the badge, is a bible verse. John 3:16. A verse I am very familiar with. One of the first verse I knew. A verse I recently talk to Fei Fan about. Amazed.
Silly child, why would I hate a gift from a friend?
I have been thinking a lot lately. About the future, and what it holds for me. Will i be the guy who invented cure for all incurable disease? Will i be a groundbreaker that sets humanity into a higher path? I am not sure. All i am sure about is I want to be in gods plan. Whatever is is plan for me I will follow. But, what does He wants me to be? That is the question... Will I be the salvation for human race? or Is it that I will just be the butterfly that contributes to the creation of a tornado in the chaos theory? I guess, for now, I can't do anything to get the answer but to wait and see.
Was chatting with Sharyl the other day. We promised to meet up in 30 years time, a November. I mentioned to her that if I achieved my ambition, I will not be hard to find. I pray that it will come true. Not just because I'd love to meet Sharyl in 30 years time, but also because I love life, I love earth as it is. The cold hard truth is we won't know what will happen in the future. Only god knows.
It comes down to a conclusion that our view to everything is very limited. God is always the answer.
God, can I ask you a question? What is beyond this beautiful sky? If its the pearly gates of the heaven, what's beyond that?
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