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Shouldn't have done all those research

Ignorance is bliss.

I never try to understand it before as I always worshipped extra information. Manipulating the information I have to my own benefit is always my aim, my passion, and my ultimate way of life. I always regard the thirst of new knowledge is my strength. Now, I suddenly realise that it could also be my undoing.

I can almost hear Heath's famous saying : Oh! Those (teenager's) raging hormones. He is so hilarious yet so true. Teenagers let their hormones control them. Every actions done by teenagers, are instructed of proteins. It is not always wrong to follow your hormones, but following your hormones implies that you are not thinking clearly, therefore those actions often results in catastrophe.
It's true that I carelessly got trapped and controlled by the hormones. There was a girl. She blew off my mind like a dynamite. I wasn't conscious about it, but i realised that i always go goo-goo gaa-gaa over her. Maybe because she has the pheromones that attract me. Who knows......
Before i knew it, i started constantly researching about her through every way, every channel i could. I swear it was sub-conscious until i realise what i have been doing. It never happen to me before. I gain a lot of information and insights about her. She, already seems to be the perfect girl(maybe except her height) on my first encounter, became more and more perfect as i uncover more things about her. I realised that she became an important part of my thought, my action and sometimes, my speech.
Today i did that again. I found her blog. I was like Oh my gosh, i uncover the "holy grail" of my quest to discover her and what made her into who she is now[sounds wrong, Anyway...]. I found that she is more than who i thought she is. She is just way above me. I don't even think i am worthy to even get to know her. She is so amazing. So wholesome. So wonderful, glorious, elegant.......[ran out of adjectives]. I suddenly felt confused, depressed at the same time. I question myself why, why did i feel that way.... She is just a friend, that's all. then, i found a logical explanation of my emotions. I am in love. This time, its true....
I regretted knowing that. I regretted not taking life seriously. regretted knowing the truth. Its the first time i truly agree that "Ignorance is bliss"

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The Paul Goldin Clinics - Colorgenics Test

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I've tried and i got this.......

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little toohard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by yourpeers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admiredand you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciatedor not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are notgoing right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mentalstate of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinkingpatterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem towork, then try something different.

You are a perfectionist ineverything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and veryexacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues andfriends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection youseek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not evenexist.

The stress and tension that you are experiencing at this timeis perhaps due to your inability to achieve security and appreciationfrom those closest to you. This is resulting in considerable pressures.You find the situation as it stands most frustrating. You are the sortof person that would like to experience all and everything veryintensely but unfortunately you are not receiving the warmth andunderstanding that you feel you are entitled to. Matters are not goingtoo well. You seek a sympathetic ear but it is not forthcoming. Thissituation is extremely nerve-racking - and what is more humiliating isthat no-one seems to care and you are powerless to do anything about it.

Youare being very dogmatic, insisting that there is to be absolutely noequivocation whatsoever about your achievements and accomplishments.

Feeling quite miserable now.

It just not me to believe in test like this. I think i should accept what people [and tests] think of me and not be under the illusion that i am who i think i am.

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